in:life | when exam season breaks out

i always thought the concept of academic validation was one of the most relatable things there could be and it actually is. i got the portions and timetable for my exam yesterday and to say i’m stressed,,, would be an understatement.

i don’t even remember how to study ?? open the book and start taking notes ?? its been a while since i actually and genuinely sat down and studied and i’m pretty sure many of the people around me feel the same way.

thankfully ( and like always) it’s not too late to start studying, preparing and stuff and i hope i’ll be able to break through february as a much accomplished and satisfied teenager who successfully was academically and mentally validated.

i also started the month off strong by reading 2 books in 2 days but right now the only books i’ll be reading are textbooks and rightfully so !! my lofty goal of 200 books in 2022 can definitely wait until summer break begins and looking at the brighter side of the situation, all my textbooks definitely bump up the reading goal anyway.

haikyuu! has probably been the only anime // manga that’s kept me sane ?? the whole spirit and the drive and the whole enthusiasm of all the teams and the characters as individuals are all so infectious and its only a matter of time until all their energy bounces off you

i haven’t been webtoon-ing for very long but i did get back into it a few days ago. currently i’m obsessed with enhypen’s webtoon dark moon: the blood altar because it’s fun !! and vampires !! fictional vampires and the concept is just superior. as usual i also love weak hero and it’s the only one thing that has been as consistent as ever in my life.

stan gray yeon.

moving on to music and the like, lurk by the neigbourhood is absolutely amazing and i’m going to go ahead and say it’s one of their best. i was going through a friend’s playlist when i found it and YES. this is the reason why i stalk peoples spotify accs and playlists even when i have zero relation to them.

it’s kind of scary to think 9th grade is over ?? and it’s kind of stressful. it’s like coming-of-age but the coming of coming of age. weird wording but so is the sentiment. it’s like realising there’s very little time before you grow up and do big people things ?? there’s still a decent amount of time left but the thought of becoming big and mature and educated and stuff is kind of scary, weird to visualise yet something i can totally see happening.

life is very tiring but so am i.

lets keep complaining

asic signing off,